Monday, April 17, 2006
i almost slashed my wrist 2 days ago but a very good fren stopped me from plunging to death, but my wrist was still red. i was really stressed i swear. but now, i was told that i need to find a new meaning in my life, well, i`m looking forward to find one. and hopefully i`ll find one. my life`s literally been stagnant the last 2 months. but come to say, today`s my 1st day at work and i discovered i kinda love this job `cos it`s challenging, not exactly telemarketing but more of a support officer. my team`s made up of ladies! yeah!!! i recently find female environment more comfy for me. just don`t know why i don`t click with guys so well like i used to. but i think i prefer it this way now. my colleagues are so far, quite nice to me and i`m happy that i can actually get free drinks from the vending machine! it has my favourite teh ping but i can`t drink when i`m at work `cos i would most probably get gastric problems after drinking it. i have to be responsible at work. hmmm... i`m lazy to reply to smses nowadays, especially when i`m outside wiith friends. sorry to anyone out there if i haven`t been replying your smses or even answering your calls. and tommy and terry jolly well stop disrupting my life, i`ll kick you far far away. weijian also, i`m sick of your "blue" thoughts! i tell you, i`m not interested in you and you care whether i`m still pure and innocent or not. it`s none of your business. i`m getting mean again but who really cares, as long as i like it.
i know my friends care alot about me. i`m grateful, though sometimes i`m too down to say anything. people like raymond helped me get a job and cheers me up, angela and yu jia who accompanied me and offer help, meihua who counsels me, dar who backs me up all the time and matt who gave me something to cheer me up. friends are forever and i`m sure they do. muacks to my sweeties and knuckle-knocks to my dudes. =)))
this is where i wanna be.
if i die, bury me here, with my besties, my buddies and me.*
11:40 PM
i almost slashed my wrist 2 days ago but a very good fren stopped me from plunging to death, but my wrist was still red. i was really stressed i swear. but now, i was told that i need to find a new meaning in my life, well, i`m looking forward to find one. and hopefully i`ll find one. my life`s literally been stagnant the last 2 months. but come to say, today`s my 1st day at work and i discovered i kinda love this job `cos it`s challenging, not exactly telemarketing but more of a support officer. my team`s made up of ladies! yeah!!! i recently find female environment more comfy for me. just don`t know why i don`t click with guys so well like i used to. but i think i prefer it this way now. my colleagues are so far, quite nice to me and i`m happy that i can actually get free drinks from the vending machine! it has my favourite teh ping but i can`t drink when i`m at work `cos i would most probably get gastric problems after drinking it. i have to be responsible at work. hmmm... i`m lazy to reply to smses nowadays, especially when i`m outside wiith friends. sorry to anyone out there if i haven`t been replying your smses or even answering your calls. and tommy and terry jolly well stop disrupting my life, i`ll kick you far far away. weijian also, i`m sick of your "blue" thoughts! i tell you, i`m not interested in you and you care whether i`m still pure and innocent or not. it`s none of your business. i`m getting mean again but who really cares, as long as i like it.
i know my friends care alot about me. i`m grateful, though sometimes i`m too down to say anything. people like raymond helped me get a job and cheers me up, angela and yu jia who accompanied me and offer help, meihua who counsels me, dar who backs me up all the time and matt who gave me something to cheer me up. friends are forever and i`m sure they do. muacks to my sweeties and knuckle-knocks to my dudes. =)))
this is where i wanna be.
if i die, bury me here, with my besties, my buddies and me.*
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 11:40 PM
